The other day I was thinking: "What is the one thing that has defined me throughout the years, since I was little?" It didn’t take long to answer. It’s my ability to stand up against fear and swim toward it, even while being terrified of every possibility.
Mi mente me mantiene despierto a las tres de la madrugada pensando en todo este sinsentido. No hay tregua. Vivo entre el agradecimiento y la alegría de la vida, y la ansiedad y obsesiones de mi cabeza. Vivo y no vivo. Vivo a pesar de. Así he sido desde niño. Lo importante es que nada de esa mierda me nubla totalmente.
As I lay my head against this subway car, I think about other people's heads and hairs pressed upon it in the past. Naturally, my OCD kicks in.
Benjamín Cedeño 